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Death Defying Stunts (as undertaken by my self)

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Food prepped and in the oven.

Fish tank done first step but it needs more. Later.

Remember medications … NOW … done.

Clean up kitchen enough for delivery.

Lay down and rest as sweat pouring and wheezing lungs are bad signs.

What is ironic is that getting things together caused me to feel too sick to eat and I forgot half the list. I had to save it as a draft so I can come back to it and verify.

And tomorrow I have to drive twice, at least. Once to see my therapist of three plus years, and once to pick up allergy med samples my allergist is assisting me with due to my not having any insurance of any sort including my ever life-giving medications. Actually I need to go to the post office but that's across from Candice's office so that's not a huge add.

So far the fish seem alive and Feo seems fine. So if all remains stable for the next few days, the next part of playing aquarium cleaning catchup is the same again with more attention than even today spent on the detritus covered bottom.

The corn is removed from the oven and the vegetable roast has less than half an hour and the scent is wafting through the apartment. The dogs are satisfied and sated. Lolita seems fine. In other words, I may be absolutely suffering and falling apart but the apartment and all the living beings who I look after are doing quite well and any visitor would find peace, quiet, and crappy "Camelot" (which is terrible).

The pets matter most and first. The food needs removal from the oven. The kitchen still needs cleaning up for the Safeway delivery. Though I could hold delivery off 24 hours which would give me time.

Depends upon how much sleep I get. I have half the documents to send to IBM's COBRA division. Hopefully the remaining half will appear in time and I'll have kept my part handled timely.

Also have to talk to Farmers to finish the claim and see if I can get them to offer me a real actual amount that covers pain, sorrow, and the extra loss of quality of life that their rearending client caused. If not? I would rather not sign anything offering me $150- for what happened. I mean, I was not only in a car accident where two people died, but I've lost several friends to people not paying close enough attention when driving.

The things keep bubbling out of me and I need a break. Back to the kitchen. How I wish I had a roommate tonight. Or better yet, I wish I had a date to cuddle me, try to get me to eat, and to walk my poor stopped up dogs. Tomorrow they're having an adventure with me, Candice, and Luna. A very different type of therapy session indeed! And possibly just what we all need.

Off to the kitchen. I even baked fresh bread. Add to that the corn on the cob baked in it's husk and so on and on...took me enough time that I could take pictures of what nicely oven roasted veggies can look like. I hope to eat a few before or maybe after the dogs last night time walk.

That pause was me scarfing two of the ears of corn and not being in the least humble about how it tasted so wonderful and I'm waiting to see if I can eat my baked veggies. Finally came across something new that works well - the making of Excalibur and how the Lady of the Lake was created. Good visuals for it as well.

Now to finish my Safeway order and to double check what tomorrow entails both socially and medically and so forth.