I'm Foolish
Either I need the care I say I do and that is spelled out in my Craigslist ad (for example), which is quite a bit but has been considered okay when some person has applied for the room/job. Then, twice now but each time under very different situations, I am begged for the room/job only to suddenly have the other person change their mind about the worth of the room vs the hours needing help. There is the same list. No changes. But suddenly...
Nothing changes. There has been no nights where they couldn't go out. There have been no interruptions with either outside work and/or school. So?
Never raised my voice, never kept them from a date, or having friends over, or going over to their friend's. Everything outside of their food is paid for. Rent and utilities and phone (even to Europe) and video games and movies and Internet and fax ... all paid for. If I am upfront and don't lie and have all of my side documented than why do I keep getting screwed?
Either I'm more sick and you prove your lack of capability as a caregiver by leaving me to collapse alone OR I'm as sick as I say and need only as much help as I say and you prove your lack by abandoning me needing what help you responded to showing your blindness to actual hurt and need.
My laundry ended up stinking and needing to be done again. She never changed my sheets. She screwed me over majorly. Amazing how that pretty face and body encase somebody that has a truly ugly nature. I've made a fool of myself by accepting her begging me with the great feedback that should have warned me. Pretty outside and ugly in. :-(