It Hurts So Much & I'm So Sad
Lolita, Princess of Goth has realized something major -- Purrbarella's not here in the apartment and that isn't right or normal.
Purrbarella died in my arms at the vet hospital this afternoon. I got out of bed to head to the bathroom and noticed her laying flat on the floor. I picked her up and she didn't respond. Not even to her name.
I got assistance from my next door neighbor getting her to the vet. At first they thought it was a diabetic shock case.
Suddenly she started to die and they let me in back to whisper in her ear all the positive words she knew as I pet her and she recognized me for a minute before the drug to ease her out of the pain took her and the convulsions didn't stop for almost five minutes after her heart had stopped.
I loved Purrbarella so very very much...