Moments of Ambiguity
So do the bills I'm always receiving. Though there's a huge smidgeon of great news. My COBRA account was reinstated with the amount owed sent to me by my ex and paid to them by me the second it cleared.
I thought I had finished paying one of my many doctor bills, including one of whom doesn't accept insurance, but I received a bill today saying I thought wrong. So many prescriptions and copays and so forth. If only the pain didn't rule my life. The pain and the nausea have me enmeshed.
But the mental relief of knowing my health insurance and prescription coverage are reinstated AND paid for is a huge relief as I was terrified. No exaggeration. Just utterly terrified. But relief of that for now relieves me. Will need to contact doctors and such about resubmitting rejected bills and such.
So Shawn also had everything prepared to cover the payments due to COBRA, though it comes out of my alimony now, but that's another entry that won't darken my brow today. The nausea and acid tummy burn and back spasms may grip me in claws cutting right through but I've insurance to make sure my copays don't wreck me.