MotherF+++ing OW!
Okay. So I hurt and I'm stressed and if a needle filled with death was offered right now I'd accept it and "move on" quite happily.
Don't pretend to understand why I'm sick of all this and censure me or even try to 5150 me because I've just come from an hour and a half with a pain psych and she didn't think it necessary or even prudent.
But yeah, my pain levels and stress levels and nausea are through the roof no matter how much of a good mood I try to strive for.