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Struggling To Handle Teeth & Stress

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I'm alone and watching "Man Woman Wild" in the quiet of my home as I try to not let my teeth troubles and financial woes aggravate my adrenal crisis to a full-blown attack.

It's difficult.

There's a large amount I want to write about but at the same time I can't focus on things properly. The current status of my endocrinological system is not good. Plus my blood pressure has been staying at a very low place. Under 100 every time. Not good.

While I'm not about to jump off a bridge, if I were to fall under my current illness and just not wake up I'd be as relieved as a dead body can be. I'm so freaking miserable right now from the degeneration of my system. Pathetic? Not really. Just worn out and not having any relief or breaks just has me ready to collapse. And collapsing when alone is frightening. Seriously frightening. Nausea and dizzy spells and things feel like I'm being just spun around so I can't tell which way is up.