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Taking Some Advice...

I'm looking to move to Amsterdam for health reasons.

If anybody has a room for rent or even an entire flat, knows somebody that might make a good part-time caregiver, likes dogs, especially small non-yappy ones that give love unconditionally and are very well-trained etc, I'm putting things together to leave the States for a place with a more enlightened view of health care.

I would still do Dignitas but somebody I know said I would be better off handling my situation in Amsterdam. I'll need to get in touch with their Embassy. Find a place to live. Sell all the furniture. Get the cats to Shawn. Settle things with my landlord as I seriously attempt to make this really happen.

The pain is worse than most people can grasp. It's worse than even an apparently bright young woman can understand. Having an alleged caregiver behave like a spoiled child is the negative aspect of my situation. I think I need to not live with a caregiver in exchange for rent. I think I need to apply for care from the state and in the meantime try living with a friend again until I can start the process for legal termination. And I need to start the legal process to terminate as soon as this pain burst passes...

There isn't anybody to trust to help me do this. Though if I have any friends with space and/or time - please assist me if you can. Please.